Monday is going to be big

Pleaase pray for ths monday its going to be a very hard day for me I cant give any details but I'm will be doing somrthing nobudy shoul have to do.......more to come latter thanks for your prayers.

NOW NO

I am free,

but free from what?

the comdamnation of past sins.

Romance 8:1

There is therefore now no comdemnation to themwhich are in Chris Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.

WOW! its been a long time seance I have been able to update this . As you All might of assumed I a was in Jail I got sentence on Oct 22 for 180 days but I only had to serve 110 for good time, its been a learning experience for me as I steeped forward a few steeps and back several more. but you live you learn, but also you refuse to let God work you are sure to fall back and I Had a mistake and went home instead of going to work and cough another charge leave without auth. so I know this Is a big disappointment to you all And I am truly sorry , But in it I have seen Gods work in servile ways I was able to mend a broken friendship (one that was broke at work release) Any way I also home to meet with the lady the conducts Bible Study in the jail so maybe this is just a blessing in disguise?

I want to thank you all for your prayer support.

Court......

Please Pray for my date its On Thurs Oct.22 Is sentencing Its hard to keep going but I make it Only by His Grace...... Let it be what God wants it to be I have a prefrence But its all up to Him He know best.

SORRY! havent written in a while.....

Well I have been doing ok I was in the hospital for about 4 months back in FEB to and Got out in June 10 and moved into my new home the 20th and have been doing ok seance. I am starting at the Cab Co. asap training now but will be starting up in Nov.

I have My last court appearance on the 22 of this month it is sentencing I will most likey get probation but I could get 1 to 5 yrs in York which is the state Penn for females.

Please be praying I stand my ground and Do what is required of me, I have gotten off track and just git back on again. But God is so Good to me I am so amazed at what God can do out of such a mess

So, I was searching the web and this is what I found.......

Fighting To Survive :Building 429
Crying on the inside and it cuts me deep‘Cause I know you’re gonna smile when I fallI can’t help but feel the fear when I’m standing here‘Cause I know you’re gonna laugh if I have to crawlCan you see the desperation?But you don’t know my situation‘Cause I, I’m fighting to surviveCan’t you see it in my eyes?Please don’t push me anymoreBut I, I’m still fighting to believeThat there is hope for meSomewhere beneath the very least of theseAnd I can’t help but feel ashamed when I know the truthThat there was more than I surmised inside your heartI want to make it go away but you bear the proofMy words burnt through your skin and left you scarredI didn’t see the desperation; somehow I didn’t see your situationBecause I’ve been fighting to surviveI didn’t see it in your eyesBut I won’t hurt you anymoreAnd I, I’m fighting to believeThat there is hope for meSomewhere beneath the least of these

So I'll let the fog in my mind fade and hopefully, I will Survive.

OK ....

OK , so I was thinking about our times past and what would have been, and all the what abouts, what ifs, and how comes of my life as well as others in my life, and wishing oh how much I could change all of my mistakes, all of the "bad" things that I have had happened to me, and the results of them, maybe my life would be different, maybe it would be better, or worse I don't know,But the one thing I do know is trials made me better off . At the time and for a long time after some of my hardest times I wish they would never have happened but as I look back on the lessons I have learned, the people I have Met, and the closer I get to God, they have all been worth the pain, And if i had the chance to go back and change them I don't thank I would , although I would take away the pain I have caused others away if I could. Then its now the time is now I can't change what is or what would be but now I can change now.
So here I am making another for the last time, you and I both know its not!,but anyway,I have come to find out if I didn't have the bad times I wouldn't know what a good time would be. So to all you who are thinking life sucks, it may and I am sure you all have bad days but lets keep on going together, and when the sun shows its face the maybe tomorrow will be a good day.

His Mercy Is Awesome!!!

His Mercy Is Awesome!!!

Ok, I know you all are wondering whats been going on with me and my walk with Christ, I know this because of the countless emails so here's the news.

As you all know I was to be released from Seward Jail in September of 2008 But to my surprise and to yours as well I Also had an outstanding warrant In Saline, Ks so yes, I was not released but transferred to Saline Co. Jail. I was there for 105 days, and was released on probation (Prise The Lord For His Mercy endured forever!!!!!!!) I should of been sent to Prison for what I Did (if you don't know, I cashed some stolen money orders) But God Is merciful. and of course then I had a warrant out in Lincoln because I missed court in Oct. so on January 9th I was brought back to Lincoln and on the 12th my bound was reinstated and I'm am now at Home,with my parents!
WOW what a difference 8 months makes. This has been a hard week adjusting back to somewhat normal life. Its been about 5 days and sometimes I still don't believe I am home. My first few nights I would wake up and Look around just to see if i was still at home.

I Do want to thank you all for your prayers, thoughts ,letters,cards,and love it means so much to me I do not know how to express my gratitude to you all.

A special thanks to the Larsens, for always accepting my phone calls and loaning a shoulder for me to cry on, an ear for me to talk off and a heart of love for Christ and others.as well as cumming to my court date. You are truly someone who has lived out your faith and helped me become stronger in mine. Thank you with all of my Heart .

I love you all ,and hope to see you all soon ( I am excited to meet some and become better acquainted )