After everthing settled down, I thought I had everything under control, God knew otherwise, I was sad, confused, and angry, among other things. I got a checking account but somehow I bounced a check and then, there I went again, I fell right back into my old self! After I saw how much trouble I was in I didn't know what to do so I ran. I traveled around the Heartland and ended up in Houston, Tx. After about six mounths I called my parents and told them I was coming back to turn myself in and so I did. Before I knew it I was back in Nebeaska working three jobs, and trying to meet the court's requirements. I lost one of my jobs and I got scared of what my probation officer would say to me because, the week previous to this, I went to ask Him if I could stop working a job because I was so tired, he said I still had to wait until I was off house arrest (in about three weeks). In a panic I ran back to Houston. I was there for about nine months and one day I was coming home from work, from a really hard day, ready to completly give up, again ! But, I prayed a prayer like this, " God, I can't do this! You have to get me out of this!" The next day while searching on the internet I found Bethharan.org. It's a discipleship house, so I thought I would call to find out more about it. What do you know, I filled out an application, I had to call back in two days to see if I was accepted and I was! The next Monday I was on a trian ......and Wednesday I was on a plane and Thursday, 5-3-07, I was at the Barnes'.(bethharan)
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